This is NOT a song… if you see a (/) that means there’s a pause. This is what my heart was saying as I took my little brother to the train station... And watched as the train rolled away... with the only brother i have ever known… Michael Patrick Dilks.
The day was like the saddest love story ever told /I have never felt like this before./This day nothing seemed right/Food has lost its taste/Colors were no longer vibrant/And the heart I possessed beat to a different tune/I couldn’t function while being suffocated with anticipation of him saying his final goodbye/As I looked at the sky I noticed there was a conflict/The same conflict I was dealing with on the inside of me/Sunshine is to rain as happiness is to pain./So I continue to observe /I noticed that those gray clouds/Started to conceal the beautiful evening sky/And before I knew it the clouds started to cry/My eyes slowly filled with water from a broken heart /I knew this day would come/I knew it from the start/But no one ever told me that/I would lose half of my heart/Not having him by my side /Is like becoming blind after seeing the beauty of life/Although you’re not with me /You will forever be a part of me/Welcome to the new chapter of your Life/ “Indulge in the Now and the Future will become the present” – Genesis Nichole
~i may be this and i may be that... but i know who i am and that's a Fact... sitting here thinking about my life and what the end would be instead i should be Releasing the CREATIVITY in me
~I AM NOT A PRISONER OF MY INSECURITIES ANY LONGER....
~I AM FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE IN THE IMAGE OF GOD...
~and i have realized that no matter how supportive i am ... i am still misunderstood....
******* Oh and to my male Best Friend *******
i hope you don't prejudge my actions Everyone deal with issues differently so for the record i am well aware of the fact you have a career. The problem is that i take promises VERY Seriously . Now Peep Game... I don't ask you FOR ANYTHING.. i barely call you because i know you are making moves towards your future. So if you feel like i am not being considerate of your time then ... I APOLOGIZE!!
******* To mikee ******
Yo where do i start?? i love you sooo much You know what i believe??? I believe that before i met you GOD was in heaven looking down on me.... and he signaled one of his angels over , wrapped him in flesh, sent him to earth and called him Micheal Patrick Dilks... Your life has been filled with Drama and Pain but you overcame those obstacles and advanced to the next level of your life. You have been an inspiration to me.. i apreciate your kindness and your words of wisdom. and I just want to say......... Thank You for being my Angel on earth . I love you and you will always have a SPECIAL place, in my heart and in my LIFE.
Well I'm sitting here.. Recapping on my wonderful B Day weekend that just past. and i realized that there were many people who ... said one thing and did the total opposite... Now I'm a simple kind of girl and i don't ask for much... But if you promise me something ... i place myself in expectancy ... and i count on it happening... now that i am older.. i plan on not ... allowing people to make empty promises... i rather you not say a word at all... then to lead me on .... Actions speak Louder than Words.... Real Talk..
I guess it will come a time that i will get out of the way and let GOD Bless me like he wants to. LOL So check it... Today my aunt had to go to this business party for her youth organization ... And she asked me to go.... I really really REALLY didn't want to go.. but i was thinking .. that there really wasn't anything to do at my house either.. so i decided to go ... Now this particular party was actually a fun raiser... so out of the blue.. a lady approached me and asked if i took pictures.. and i recently found a new hobby ... which is photography.. so i said yes.. and she asked me to snap some shots at the party .. so i did ... long story short ... I am now the event photographer of ....."The Center For Collaborative Change Inc."... isn't that dope?????... but that's not the best part..... i met two wonderful ladies.. one by the name of Dana Frank.. she is the Chief Marketing Officer of the Newark Bears Professional Baseball Team... and Mrs.Lolita Cruz she is one of the executive producers of "Real Housewives of New Jersey".. well they are working on a project together and they asked me if i can come to one of the business meetings and Design the flyer for the next event... but that's still not the best part... Met ANOTHER ... Wonderful woman by the name of Scheryl Davis.. she is the Portfolio Analyst for the City National Bank of New Jersey... Not only was she the most pleasant woman i have ever met.. but she basically handed me a job at the bank ... so not only did i network with some amazing women .. but i was also inspired to start a business of my own... and i truly believe that if i need sponsors... i got them... lol OMG this is CRAZY ... yo GOD is about to do something BIG in my life and i cant wait until i get allll that he has for me...
The King of Pop was born in August 1958 and he died 6-25-09.... this is a day that i will NEVER ... EVER.. Forget ... he was the GREATEST in the music biz ... and he will be im my heart FOREVER... R.I.P. MJ.... Job well Done ...
The Bio History of Michael Joseph Jackson began when he was born on the 29th of August 1958 in Gary, Indiana. He was the 7th of nine children. (brothers: Sigmund "Jackie", Toriano "Tito", Jermaine, Marlon, Steven "Randy", and sisters Rebbie, Janet and La-Toya Jackson
Michael began his musical career at the age of 5 as the lead singer of the Jackson 5 who formed in 1964. In these early years the Jackson 5, Jackie, Jermaine,Tito,Marlon and lead singer Michael played local clubs and bars in Gary Indiana and moving further afield as there talents grew and they could compete in bigger competitions. From these early days Michael would be at the same clubs as big talented stars of there days, such as Jackie Wilson and would be learning from them even back then. In 1968 the Bobby Taylor and The Vancouvers discovered the Jackson five and from there they got an audition for Berry Gordy of Motown Records. The Jackson 5 signed for Motown and moved to California. Their first 4 singles, "I Want You Back", "ABC", "The Love You Save", and "I'll Be There" all made US No1 hits. The Jackson 5 recorded 14 albums and Michael recorded 4 solo albums with Motown.
The Jackson 5 stayed with Motown until 1976, wanting more artistic freedom they felt they had to move on and signed up with Epic. The group name Jackson 5 had to be changed as it was owned by Motown, so they reverted to The Jacksons as they had be known in the early days. Brother Jermaine married Berry Gordy's daughter and stayed with Motown. Youngest brother Randy joined in his place. The Jacksons had a number of hit recordsand in total made 6 albums between the years of 1976 and 1984.
In 1977 Michael made his first film debut when he starred in the musical 'The Wiz' playing Scarecrow with Diana Ross in the lead role of Dorothy. It was at this time Michael met Quincy Jones who was doing the score for the film.
Michael teamed up with Quincey Jones as his producer for his first solo album with Epic Records. The album titled "Off The Wall" was a big success around the world and the first ever album to release a record breaking 4 No1 singles in the US.
In 1982 Michael Jackson released the world's largest selling album of all time, 'Thriller'. This album produced 7 hit singles, breaking yet again more records, and went on to sell over 50 million copies worldwide. Michael was keen to use music video or short films as he called them to promote his singles from the album. He worked with the best directors and producers, using the latest technology and special effects.for the hit song 'Billie Jean' The short film 'Thriller' used the latest make-up artists technolgy combined with fantastic dancing and cherography, to produce a 14 minute video, with a start, a middle and an ending. So successful was this video that 'The Making Of Michael Jackson's Thriller' became the world's largest selling home video combined with soaring album sales. In 1983 Michael performed the now legendary moonwalk for the first time on the 'Motown 25 years' anniversary show. This performance alone set Michael undoubtable into the realm of a superstar.
In 1984 Michael won a record breaking 8 Grammy awards in one night. The awards were for his work on the 'Thriller' album and his work on the narrative for the 'ET Storybook'.
On December 9th 1984 at the last concert of the Jackson's Victory Tour, Michael announced he was splitting from the group and going solo.
In 1987 Michael released his much awaited third solo album, titled 'Bad', and lauched his record breaking first solo world tour. 1988, Michael wrote his first autobiography talking for the first time on his childhood and his career. At the end of the 1980s Michael was named 'Artist Of The Decade' for his success off of his 'Thriller' and 'Bad' albums.
In 1991 Michael signed with Sony Music the largest ever recording contract and released his fourth solo album, 'Dangerous'. He toured world again in 1992, taking his concerts to countries that had never before been visited by a pop/rock artist. Also Michael founded the 'Heal the World Foundation' to help improve the lives of children across the world.
In 1994 Michael married Lisa Marie Presley, daughter of rock legend Elvis Presley. The marriage only lasted for 19 months, as they divorced in 1996.
1995 saw Michael release a fifth solo album, 'HIStory', which was a double album, first half new material and second half half greatest hits. Michael toured again over a legs covering a 2 year period. In between legs of the tour on November 14th 1996, Michael married for his second time to Debbie Rowe who was a nurse that Michael had met in the treatment of his skin pigment disorder. Together they had their first child Prince Michael Joseph Jackson jr born on February 13 1997 and a daughter Paris Michael Katherine Jackson born on April 3rd 1998. In 1997 Michael released the remix album 'Blood On The Dance Floor' which also contained 5 new song linked with a 38min film "Ghosts". This film Michael played 5 roles using the latest special effects and make-up artistry, combined with his dance and music.
In September, 2001 Michael celebrated his 30th anniversary as a solo artist with two concerts to be held in New York, USA. Many artists such as Whitney Houston, Usher, Destinys Child, Shaggy and many more performed there own and Michael Jacksons past songs. Michael then reunited with all of his brothers performed there biggest hits. Michael then went onto perform solo some of his biggest hits. In October 2001 Michael released the album 'Invincible' so far releasing only 2 singles including the big hit "You Rock My World". Since the release of this first single the album has been surrounded by rumours of a rift with Sony Music and a clear lack of promotion of the album.
I went to NY on Friday for a weekend of FUN.... but little did i know ... all of my fun came to a screeching halt when my girls and got Robbed... that is the scariest shit in AMERICA... real talk..
Here's how it all went down...
my friend bri was having a slumber party and invited me and my 2 chicks(Yazzy & Tot). so we went to show our friend some love... We had a BLAST... so the next day we decided to go to the diner for brunch ... and then the plan was for tot , yazzy and i .... to go to queens(tot's house) .... and finish the weekend there.... so after we finished eating ... we went to the store next door and Bri and the others went to the car ... and then it happened... we got a phone call from Bri stating .... that her Back window was broken ... and all our stuff was gone... so we took off towards the car... and it was true.... her back window was SHATTERED.... and alllllll of our belongings was GHOST.... i was soooo hurt... and i lost very valuable things...
I was soooo mad ... but at least i got my life.... and having all my things stolen... made me realized that material things don't mean shit at the end of the day.. as long as you have ... GOD , your health and strength .... that's all that matters... Real Talk...
