Random Ventilation

~i may be this and i may be that...
but i know who i am and that's a Fact...
sitting here thinking about my life and what the end would be
instead i should be Releasing the CREATIVITY in me


~I AM NOT A PRISONER OF MY INSECURITIES ANY LONGER....

~I AM FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE IN THE IMAGE OF GOD...


~and i have realized that no matter how supportive i am ...
i am still misunderstood....


******* Oh and to my male Best Friend *******

i hope you don't prejudge my actions
Everyone deal with issues differently
so for the record i am well aware of
the fact you have a career. The problem
is that i take promises VERY Seriously .
Now Peep Game... I don't ask you FOR ANYTHING..
i barely call you because i know you are making
moves towards your future. So if you feel like
i am not being considerate of your time then ...
I APOLOGIZE!!




******* To mikee ******

Yo where do i start??
i love you sooo much
You know what i believe???
I believe that before i met you
GOD was in heaven looking down
on me.... and he signaled one of his
angels over , wrapped him in flesh,
sent him to earth and called him
Micheal Patrick Dilks...
Your life has been filled with
Drama and Pain but you overcame
those obstacles and advanced to
the next level of your life.
You have been an inspiration
to me.. i apreciate your kindness
and your words of wisdom. and I just want
to say.........
Thank You for being my Angel
on earth . I love you and you
will always have a SPECIAL place,
in my heart and in my LIFE.

NO MORE EMPTY PROMISES

Well I'm sitting here.. Recapping on my wonderful B Day weekend that just past. and i realized that there were many people who ... said one thing and did the total opposite... Now I'm a simple kind of girl and i don't ask for much... But if you promise me something ... i place myself in expectancy ... and i count on it happening... now that i am older.. i plan on not ... allowing people to make empty promises... i rather you not say a word at all... then to lead me on .... Actions speak Louder than Words.... Real Talk..

Networking is So IMPORTANT... Real Talk

I guess it will come a time that i will get out of the way and let GOD Bless me like he wants to. LOL So check it... Today my aunt had to go to this business party for her youth organization ... And she asked me to go.... I really really REALLY didn't want to go.. but i was thinking .. that there really wasn't anything to do at my house either.. so i decided to go ... Now this particular party was actually a fun raiser... so out of the blue.. a lady approached me and asked if i took pictures.. and i recently found a new hobby ... which is photography.. so i said yes.. and she asked me to snap some shots at the party .. so i did ... long story short ... I am now the event photographer of ....."The Center For Collaborative Change Inc."... isn't that dope?????... but that's not the best part..... i met two wonderful ladies.. one by the name of Dana Frank.. she is the Chief Marketing Officer of the Newark Bears Professional Baseball Team... and Mrs.Lolita Cruz she is one of the executive producers of "Real Housewives of New Jersey".. well they are working on a project together and they asked me if i can come to one of the business meetings and Design the flyer for the next event... but that's still not the best part... Met ANOTHER ... Wonderful woman by the name of Scheryl Davis.. she is the Portfolio Analyst for the City National Bank of New Jersey... Not only was she the most pleasant woman i have ever met.. but she basically handed me a job at the bank ... so not only did i network with some amazing women .. but i was also inspired to start a business of my own... and i truly believe that if i need sponsors... i got them... lol OMG this is CRAZY ... yo GOD is about to do something BIG in my life and i cant wait until i get allll that he has for me...