Standing still when everything was moving around me… Being bound when
everybody else seemed so free… Walking on a beautiful beach of quicksand… Being
alone in a room full of people… waking up to a day as dark as night…. Looking at the
world with the blindest part of sight… loving from a heart that is surrounded by ice…
to be sincerely loved would really be nice…. Those were just some of the feelings that I
experienced on a daily bases. I was confused, hurt, embarrassed and depressed.
Being a victim of your emotions is no joke... there has been nights where i only had
vi sine and a box of Kleenex... but when the sun peaked over the horizon ... i was
preparing myself for the daily performance.... the beautiful smile that covered years
and years of hurt and pain... (my Mask).... It real crazy how I interacted with people
day in and day out ... and they never cared to ask how i was feeling... all they cared
about is .... what i can do for them... or how i can make them laugh..
Its mindblowing how people channel their feelings.
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